Hi, hi, hi!
woahhh, I have not been on this in such a long time, and I am super sorry! Time goes by sooo quickly + I don’t think I have been on my own blog in like at least 2 years. That is a crazy amount of time. My bf was the one to even get me my laptop so I can start a blog and I have not even used it!!! I need to get back on track, but before we talk fashion let me tell you a little bit about what has happened in my life.
First off, obviously I am still with bae. We have been together for almost 5 years! We couldn’t be more in love. I honestly cherish my relationship with him so much, and love every second of it. Yes, we are still in the honeymoon stage + tbh, I really don’t think we will ever get out of it. *praying we don’t* yes, i am obsessed with him, and no I don’t think that’s a bad thing. Being in love is the most magical feeling ever and I hope everyone finds it in something or someone.
Secondly, I have my dream job!!!! You are looking at your new social media creative coordinator//graphic designer//fashion stylist//website assistant//blogger for a women’s clothing company. FINALLY out of retail. I am finally blogging for my new company I work for, and write weekly fashion tips/style tips/ trends!! Soooo cool! It is not my *this is it, I found my career* type of job but it defff is an amazing step in the right direction and I love it so much. I wish I could say it was my dream career, which in a way yes, it is, but I just have sooo many dreams of what I want my future to look like. I want to work for a huge successful company and be styling celebs. Soon. I hope.
Lastly, I think I am starting to finally want to be more mature. I want to find my own path, and even though I just turned 25, I want to make it a great year. It has def been a crazy month and It’s barely july, but this month I have learned a few things about myself;
I am smart
I am comfortable in my own skin
I finally don’t feel insecure anymore
I have my own voice
I have lost a really good friend, but sometimes people grow apart and that’s okay. It doesn’t mean that I would ever wish bad thoughts on her or hate her. I don’t. I realized that when people grow older they just have different perspectives and people grow up and move on. That’s what meeting new people is for.
Alcohol.is.the.devil. I am NOT addicted to alcohol but sometimes when I drink too much I turn into this person who I absolutely hate. I never have drank every day, but of course when it is the weekend I want to have fun, but every now and then I have too much and cause madness. I am not saying I am going to give it up completely, but I want to try super hard to stop, and learning how to control my alcohol consumption.
25 is supposed to be a year of finding yourself. I haven’t figured it all out yet, but I want to try.
I am happy. so happy. I can’t wait to enjoy my last few years of being in my twenties before the big 3 0 and I want to be a better person. I want to be a better daughter, friend, lover, worker, everything.
That’s my rant. Thank you to all who have continued to follow me + I can’t wait to show you more style inspo and fashion tips annnnddd every now and then another rant about this crazy thing called life.